I get so swallowed up into my everyday that I forget to take time out to make note of the good stuff. We are finally feeling settled into our new home. We love living out here. If I had it my way I would live in the middle of everywhere, ya know. Way out in the mountains where your neighbors are the trees and the broke that is running behind the house. I do like people. I just like my own space. space to sit and think about things that are most important. I love how spending a few hours in the Mountains can help me regain my barrings better than any amount of therapy.
Hummm... I need some alone time in the mountains!
The kids are growing too fast, yet some days not fast enough.
Trezden is 4 and will be 5 this November 3rd. He missed the deadline for kindergarten this year. but is so ready. I just wish I was as ready for it as he is.Trezden loves video games mush to my dismay. He is also very smart and imaginative. He is my most lovey child. he always has a kiss, huge and an I love you ready for someone. Spencer is 2 and will be 3 this December 21st and he just makes me smile. He is all boy and loves anything to do with motorcycles and four wheelers. and lately wheres a backpack almost every where he goes.
he is potty trained but not clean about it yet :( . His long hair gets lots of attention. most people love it. but every once and a wile he gets mistaken for a girl. But we love it on him.
Sage, is everywhere she is a busy bossy 1year old but will be 2 December 26Th. I am convinced she is going to hate me for her birthday some day. Sage loves to pick out her own outfits. they are a little wild but surprisingly cute.
She is full of spunk and sass. you can even see it in the way she walks. Nate is staying more than busy in scouts,young mens and at work. But always has time for the kids. they love Daddy and cant wait for him to come home every day.
So wile Nate gets to play hero I get to be the mean mommy. I am home all day with the kids and get to discipline, wipe things I would rather not, get "juice" fifty time a day . clean up things that I often have no idea what they are or where they came from. But despite it all, I think what keeps me going is,the fact that though I am not the hero I am the one they run to when they are hurt and need to be loved. so I must be doing something right.
To the world we are just a little family but to each one of us we are each others everything.